Have you ever heard of princes,
white horse, butterflies and sunset? I was a dreamer. I liked to read stories
of princesses, stay in the backyard listening to music, and imagining my
enchanted prince. My imagination flew away, for real! The stories were all the
same: a princess in danger saved by a handsome prince and taken by him, on a
white horse, to the castle!
From this moment on,
girls start to want things to happen this way. But when they “wakes up” they
don’t see nothing of it!
Does this mean that we
cannot dream? Not exactly; but we must know how to differentiate reality from fantasy.
And that's what many girls don’t know; that’s why they suffer! Girls like me
who lived in an imaginary world! I remember that I liked a guy that never
noticed me. If he’d see me then I’d feel like I “won the day”. I was satisfied
with so little! I had the illusion that one day it would be possible, but it
never was!
Once a friend invited me
for a party in her house, when I arrived, there were several friends of mine
and some people who were not part of my circle of friends. But something
unexpected was about to happen! I remember that a boy invited me to dance. I
did not even know how to, but the was the best lol! I accepted, after all we
were among friends, in a familiar environment. Then why not? I danced with him.
I believe that we didn’t even have a conversation but from that day on he did not
leave my head. We went home. I remember that I started talking about him with
my best friend!
We had never talked
before because he was not part of my circle of friends. However, I went to
school with his sister, and this made things easy. I did not mention my
interest for him, but his sister knew about it and told him!
At the time, his sister
and I also danced folclore (a Portuguese dance) in the recreational center of
my city. The rehearsals were every Saturday and for my surprise he started
coming. It meant something. He was going to see me, I was the reason why he was
there. I saw that he was different. He wasn’t “silly” like some boys who went
to school with me. He was more serious and mature. After a few months we
started dating, I still remember the place where he proposed to me. I accepted
and he wrote our names in a heart, lol. You want to know who it is, don’t you?
This person is Joaquim, the man I married five years later. I'll tell you later
more about this later.
So now I had a boyfriend!
Apparently I had everything: parents who cared and loved me, my sister, a
boyfriend. I didn’t lack anything materially speaking, I went to school, went
on vacation during the summer. Apparently everything was okay, but the internal
conflicts were still there. There was this emptiness inside of my chest that
nothing could fulfill it!
Do you feel that way
too? Write in the comments how you feel! Take advantage of the Fast of Daniel.
The Holy Spirit is the only one who can fulfill this void. There is not a thing
or a person that has this capacity, only Him. When you receive the Holy Spirit,
you will never again feel that emptiness inside your chest!
However, when I turned 16
years old, we had a news that wasn’t good; but I'll tell you in the next post!
Photo: Joaquim and I
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